Teal Moustache Realidad divagada: septiembre 2020

martes, 1 de septiembre de 2020

Mi favorita

 


 

 

·Si persigues a dos personas, 

pierdes a la indicada·

Taylor Swift.

 

 

 Aprendí contigo entre otras cosas que,

existen días en los que estamos bajo cero, 

somos humanos, cambiantes, 

en esos días en los que te acercas de lleno a perfección,

me haces sentir tan valiosa, 


en la otra esquina de nuestra existencia, 

permanecen también esos días, 

esos, donde me sentía vacía, 

usada, 

herida, 

sin saber lo que merecía, 

pensando que el hoyo y la oscuridad a la que me sometían era lo que merecía, 

todo lo que yo valía era aquello, o eso creía

y fue cuando descubrí que lo que creía imborrable

como un tatuaje a fuego, 

podía desaparecer,


la primera persona que debe establecer lo que merecemos somos nosostros mismos, 

si además aparece alguien que apoya tu libertad, 

que te recuerde todo esto,

que no coharte, y que te haga pensar, 

en ti, 

que te haga pensar en ponerte alas porque tú quieras, 

no solo porque haya aparecido alguien con coherencia, 

que te recuerde que eres de ti...

que tú debes ser lo más importante, la favorita.


Aunque haya días en los que hasta esa persona cometa errores, 

porque eso somos, 

seres hechos a base de fallos.


 


·Miss.Tina·





Vintage tee, brand new phone
High heels on cobblestones


When you are young, they assume you know nothing
Sequin smile, black lipstick
Sensual politics
When you are young, they assume you know nothing

But I knew you
Dancin' in your Levi's
Drunk under a streetlight, I
I knew you
Hand under my sweatshirt
Baby, kiss it better, I

And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite

A friend to all is a friend to none
Chase two girls, lose the one
When you are young, they assume you know nothing

But I knew you
Playing hide-and-seek and
Giving me your weekends, I
I knew you
Your heartbeat on the High Line
Once in twenty lifetimes, I

And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite

To kiss in cars and downtown bars
Was all we needed
You drew stars around my scars
But now I'm bleedin'

'Cause I knew you
Steppin' on the last train
Marked me like a bloodstain, I
I knew you
Tried to change the ending
Peter losing Wendy, I
I knew you
Leavin' like a father
Running like water, I
And when you are young, they assume you know nothing

But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs


The smell of smoke would hang around this long
'Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time
Chasin' shadows in the grocery line


I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standin' in my front porch light
And I knew you'd come back to me
You'd come back to me
And you'd come back to me
And you'd come back

And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite